Emino begged me to come back to see him. I was so anxious. I flew from Diyarbikir to Izmir where I had to make my way to the Izmir bus station 15 miles away. Then rushed to make the quickest connection to Kusadasi. I had a 25 min. walk in 90 something degree temperature with my packback on to his shop. Needless to say I was drenched in sweat.
He kisses me then tells me he's paying for a hotel room for me because he has yet ANOTHER woman living with him. He will pay for this room until she leaves in Aug! She had also already planned on visting him and he doesn't want to hurt her. He saıd he knew ıf he told me before I wouldn't have come - DAMN RIGHT! Where is my fucking brain? I decided to take advantage of the freebie but I'm miserable. Well, I was until I went swimming today. I'm thinking free room and I get to swim in the beautiful clear water.
Oh I'm getting sex and I'm punishing him by making him go south even if I could care less. But after the sex is over he goes back to his house. He can't sleep with me. He thinks I should stay until she leaves and move in with him then. Can you believe!
The good news is that I will come back as planned. I miss my beloved San Francisco.
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Selfishly, I am just glad I am going to get a chance to see you! xx -Alex
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