I've heard this many times during my life. The last few days I've been running around with a couple of 26 yr old girls. I swear I'm the same age. I am perpetually stuck at the age of 26. I can't get out of this cyclone. It's exhausting. My 52 yr old body can't take it, but I see no end. I thought I had it bad but here is a couple of stories that made me feel better about my situation.
I am changing the name of these two girls for their protection. Samamtha, while studying architecture on the Aegean Sea, met a local Turk. A Turk with tatoos and dreadlocks and, of course, amazing in bed. It seems he wanted to marry her after only one night. Even more unusual was the fact that his mother wants him to marry her too. In front of Samamtha she says what beautiful children they would have and how much Yasun loves her. Does it have something to do with her being an American?
It was all idyllic until they left their oasis and went to Izmir. Then Yasun started drinking heavily and became possessive and hostile, something to do with his father I take it. The clincher was when he made out with another woman. Samamtha witnessed this and took off with Yasun chasing after her. He grabbed her arms and started dragging her through the streets. She has a huge gash on her leg from being dragged through a gutter and had to be taken to the hospital.
Samamtha decided she had to get away and during the night she slipped away and changed hotels. I would think he was a nut case and would leave the country, but no she has forgave him and when I last saw her she was on her way to Istanbul to meet him again.
Oh then there is Kathy. She met an Israeli in New Orleans. He cheated on her right and left, but when they were together she thought they had such a wonderful connection. Even Samamtha thought they were good together. Still Kathy couldn't take it anymore and went to India for a year to get over him. While she was in India she met another former girlfriend of the Israeli and discovered he was selling Dead Sea Salt in some shopping mall in Denver where it so happened Samamtha was living.
She goes to Denver and has Samamtha, who was in the middle of her masters' finals, take her to every shopping mall in the area. Well Kathy found him and since his visa was about to expire she married him. Now she still lives in New Orleans and he lives in Denver. She's not over him. Go figure!
I'm telling you this because although I am going back to the States next week I may be back. I decided my situation is no where near as crazy as theirs. I don't want a relationship and Emino doesn't beat me. I just want him to myself which he has promised if I come back - OH YEA! If I do, believe me, I will make a scene. Emino has given me permission, not that I need it!
Oh god! Hopefully San Francisco will help me get over all this craziness.
I actually love Bozcaada and Lisa more. I think I will miss them the most. I hate Kusadasi I would only be going there for the sex. I was even thinking of sleeping with poor scooter boy again, he has been so sweet. He doesn't understand why I don't want to be with him again but he hasn't pressured me. I doubt that I do though only because I may come back and that would make it worse.
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