Someone wanted to know more about Emino. I thought no one wanted to know. I did write about him under the Kurds blog. I will write a little more but first a little more about me.
I've never been able to stay in a relationship. I never was very loyal, until James and that's who I shouldn't have been loyal to. I would tell my girlfriends that having sex with James always involved a song and pony dance. My friend, Alyssa, would say, "Not just a song and dance?" No more than that. Like pulling teeth.
I had this boyfriend, Bruce, who had money and a ph'd. He was a major tight wad and there's nothing I dislike more than tight wads. I stayed with him because I was flattered that he liked me. I was just a waitress at the time, but I had been a travel agent and I could still get deals no one out of the business could. I booked Bruce and myself a travel agent's deal to Kauai. He thought it was too high, but agreed just the same.
Well, I went to the Big Island first. Whenever I went to the Big Island after not living there I would stay with Tane, a former boyfriend. I always slept with him and this time was no different. He knew about Bruce. I don't know why I didn't stay with Tane. He said we got along well together and we did. I was a little afraid of him - afraid of falling for him too much. Plus I had to be free.
Tane wasn't my only boyfriend I had in Hawaii. I lived with Kenny, a surfer who wasn't too smart but he made me laugh. Kenny got a job working on a boat in Alaska so that was the end of that relationship. Then there was Patrick the wild artist. I didn't live with him, but he just lived down the road. I had a threesome with him. No more of those! Been there done that for me.
I'm getting to the point. So I'm staying with Tane and I tell him I'm going to the Kailua harbour to look for my old friend, Jana. You Whistler people know Jana. I could write a short story about Jana and our times together: Whistler, Laguna Beach and Hawaii. There was always trouble involved.
But I didn't find Jana. I found Kenny. I called Tane and lied. "I found Jana and I'm going to stay at her place tonight." What difference does it make you say. You're going to Kauai to see Bruce next and Tane knows that. It did make a difference. I could tell Tane knew I lied. Tane was very sensitive. The next night he was more clingy, more passionate and desperate in his lovemaking. I also lied to Kenny, not about Bruce but about Tane.
I'm telling you this because Emino has a girlfriend that lives in Portland. She's with him right now. I don't care about her, but I know she would care about me. Emino has had other relationships and Jennifer, the girl from Portland, doesn't want to know about them or me. I do know she has cut her trip short which is why I going to see him sooner.
And the sex. I had some British guys say that Turkish men have to rub their mothers' feet before going out and they don't go south. Emino's mother lives in Van, hundreds of miles away and he goes south. Not that I care. I'm usually twiddling my thumbs while that happens. I think it's overrated but at the same time I think there should be an effort. Better to, at least, try than not. So going south isn't what I like about Emino. It's his creativity and enthusiasm. And his acting like he cares, what do I want? I also like that he orders me around, takes control, which is a relief.
Of course, this affair isn't going to last. I'm 25 years older for god sakes. But why should I be relegated to fat old men whose stomachs are so big you can't see what else they have? Again the last two boyfriends were seven years younger but looked 10 years older. This might be my last time and I'm taking advantage.
Okay I'm going back to plugging some homestays and what not.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
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"But why should I be relegated to fat old men whose stomachs are so big you can't see what else they have? "
ReplyDeleteYou shouldn't. You deserve someone as embracing of life and love as you are!